They’ve taken a part of me too… Miscarriage, Still birth and baby loss awareness month October 2017

WARNING: A LONG BLOG CONTAINING SENSITIVE INFORMATION On the 6th February 2017 I was given the harrowing news that the baby I was growing inside of my tummy was no longer alive. A baby I hadn’t even met, touched, felt or even heard was no longer living and one way or another it would need […]

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The start of something new…

I can’t believe I’m actually writing this! It’s hard enough to just say it… let alone see it in black and white. MY ELDEST IS STARTING SCHOOL TOMORROW! My tiny, ex premature, 4-year-old (bigger) baby boy is off to primary school tomorrow to start his 12 year school experience in Reception. From tomorrow, I have […]

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I’m sorry part 2!

Okay… I’m sorry!!! PART TWO!!! I have been utterly useless at blogging recently. Well, not recently as my last blog I think was in APRIL!!! How bad is that?! I have got myself a little part time job in one of my FAVOURITE shops!!! NEXT!!! Which I love. My husband has also found himself a […]

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Four Year Old To Be

Okay, so I’m slightly anxious tonight. I got myself ready for bed about four hours ago. Wrote a blog as I felt I needed too (Subject: I’m Sorry!) but now I think I’m subconsciously keeping myself awake as I prepare myself to hear about my sons first school placement. Everyone knows my son has medical […]

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Subject: I’m Sorry!

Okay, so all’s I can do is apologize for my absence. I am currently writing a lengthy blog all about my miscarriage. It’s taking it’s time because when writing it, I want it to come across as raw and as emotional as I feel. It’s just taking some time and with looking after two little pickles, […]

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No, I don’t have twins but yes, I do dress my boys the same at EVERY opportunity I get. But, I have to admit, it’s easier said then done! In the past I have religiously shopped at Next for their clothing but this year I’m struggling to like anything! Is it just me that likes […]

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Happy Mothers Day!

Happy Mothers Day!! I have spent a lovely sunny day with husband & two babies. We’ve had quite a relaxed day spending time as a family and then seeing my Mum & Mother-In-Law. It’s been a hard day today because I have spent the day thinking about the baby I’ve recently lost. Although they wouldn’t […]

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I love London…

… and I’m not afraid to say it. I’m also not the only one as millions of people are devastated by the recent events which ISIS have claimed to take victory of. It’s got me thinking though, reading all these heroic stories of complete strangers helping the victims of the travesty, could or would you […]

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Stronger Than A Heart

Sometimes I have to remember that I am stronger than I think I am. It’s funny because I’m forever encouraging other people to be strong or stay positive, yet I know myself that sometimes this is easier said then done. I’m always being told ‘you’re so strong, I don’t know how you do it’ or […]

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Raising Awareness

  Okay, so unfortunately for us we have a few conditions that control our lives. I have Type 1 Diabetes but it’s not been as simple as the condition is known to be. I was diagnosed at the age of 12, just before my 13th birthday. Initially I was quite excited to be diagnosed with […]

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